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söndag 12 december 2010

You look at trees and lable them just so...

Jag är på ett ganska konstigt humör idag och råkade på denna dikt som JRR Tolkien skrev till CS Lewis efter en ganska så het diskussion...

 Mythopoeia by JRR Tolkien
(förkortad version - hela här)

To one [C.S. Lewis] who said that myths were lies and therefore worthless, even though 'breathed through silver'.

You look at trees and label them just so,
(for trees are 'trees', and growing is 'to grow');
you walk the earth and tread with solemn pace
one of the many minor globes of Space:
a star's a star, some matter in a ball
compelled to courses mathematical
amid the regimented, cold, inane,
where destined atoms are each moment slain.

God made the petreous rocks, the arboreal trees,
tellurian earth, and stellar stars, and these
homuncular men, who walk upon the ground
with nerves that tingle touched by light and sound.
The movements of the sea, the wind in boughs,
green grass, the large slow oddity of cows,
thunder and lightning, birds that wheel and cry,
slime crawling up from mud to live and die,
these each are duly registered and print
the brain's contortions with a separate dint.
Yet trees are not 'trees', until so named and seen
and never were so named, tifi those had been
who speech's involuted breath unfurled,
faint echo and dim picture of the world,



Great powers they slowly brought out of themselves
and looking backward they beheld the elves
that wrought on cunning forges in the mind,
and light and dark on secret looms entwined.

Man, Sub-creator, the refracted light
through whom is splintered from a single White
to many hues, and endlessly combined
in living shapes that move from mind to mind.
Though all the crannies of the world we filled
with Elves and Goblins, though we dared to build
Gods and their houses out of dark and light,
and sowed the seed of dragons, 'twas our right
(used or misused). The right has not decayed.
We make still by the law in which we're made.

Blessed are the legend-makers with their rhyme
of things not found within recorded time.
It is not they that have forgot the Night,
or bid us flee to organized delight,
in lotus-isles of economic bliss
forswearing souls to gain a Circe-kiss
(and counterfeit at that, machine-produced,
bogus seduction of the twice-seduced).
Such isles they saw afar, and ones more fair,
and those that hear them yet may yet beware.
They have seen Death and ultimate defeat,
and yet they would not in despair retreat,
but oft to victory have tuned the lyre
and kindled hearts with legendary fire,
illuminating Now and dark Hath-been
with light of suns as yet by no man seen.

I would that I might with the minstrels sing
and stir the unseen with a throbbing string.
I would with the beleaguered fools be told,
that keep an inner fastness where their gold,
impure and scanty, yet they loyally bring
to mint in image blurred of distant king,
or in fantastic banners weave the sheen
heraldic emblems of a lord unseen.

I will not walk with your progressive apes,
erect and sapient. Before them gapes
the dark abyss to which their progress tends
if by God's mercy progress ever ends,
and does not ceaselessly revolve the same
unfruitful course with changing of a name.
I will not treat your dusty path and flat,
denoting this and that by this and that,
I bow not yet before the Iron Crown,
nor cast my own small golden sceptre down.

In Paradise they look no more awry;
and though they make anew, they make no lie.
Be sure they still will make, not being dead,
and poets shall have flames upon their head,
and harps whereon their faultless fingers fall:
there each shall choose for ever from the All.


... JA, detta är den förkortade versionen...

söndag 22 november 2009

Söndagsfilosofi

I believe (although I’ve never seen it for myself) that inside my skull is a brain containing billions of neurons connected to each other in trillions of ways, with signals zooming about, setting off other signals, and generally creating massively complicated loops, coalitions, sustained patterns, and multiple parallel organised streams of information that combined together control the behaviour of this – my body. And that’s it. So how come I feel as though there is a conscious “me” as well? Susan Blackmore

torsdag 10 september 2009

Jag läser dikter jag också - ibland

If by Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, but make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, and yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;



If you can dream, and not make dreams your master;
If you can think, and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster and treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken, and stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings and risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings and never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew to serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you except the Will which says to man: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, or walk with kings, nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you; If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute with sixty seconds' worth of distance run
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, and, which is more, you'll be a Man my son.

söndag 10 maj 2009

Det åskar

Jag har aldrig varit rädd för åskan. Det dova mullret som ackompanjerar regnets strilande, blixtarna som ilsket far över himlavalvet, lukten regnet för med sig och skillnaden i luften man bara känner när åskan är framme. Allt är välbekant och tryggt.
Jag minns en gång när jag satt ute på morföräldrarnas altan klockan nio på kvällen, vilket på den tiden var längre än jag fick vara uppe, med en cola i handen och räknade sekunder mellan blixt och muller tillsammans med pappa. Det var alltid jag och pappa som ville se på blixtarna, lyssna på mullret. Alla andra var likgiltiga, eller rädda.
En annan gång hade jag öppnat ytterdörren hemma för att höra åskan inifrån och Marina eller Sanna, jag minns inte längre vem men jag tror att det var Sanna, gick förbi dörren precis när det började mullra som värst. Hon blev rädd, hoppade högt och började gråta trots att hon var stor nog att tycka att gråta är löjligt. Jag tröstade henne, sade åt henne att det inte är någon fara. Satte på en film så att hon skulle ha något annat att tänka på och gick sedan ut för att lyssna ensam.
Jag förstod att hon blivit rädd för det plötsliga ljudet, men ändå förstod jag inte. Ljudet som fick henne att gråta fick mig att le, för så länge åskan är liten eller långt borta skadar den inte.
Ett jättemuller hörs, men jag ser ingen blixt. Idag har jag faktiskt inte sett blixtarna trots att jag ser molnen, det är bara mullret som tyder på åskans framfart i det mörka molnet.
Det är mullret jag tycker bäst om. Det är ett mjukt ljud, rullande. Varmt. Kommer plötsligt, varar i några sekunder, försvinner igen. Oberäkneligt.
Jag ryser för att åskan är så mycket större än jag, har så mycket kraft. Det är ett privilegium att kunna höra, och ibland även se, hur naturkrafterna rör på sig.
Jag känner mig inte liten för att åskan känns så stor, jag känner mig trygg. Går det ihop?

Nu har det mörka molnet dragit förbi mitt fönster. Molnets ytterkanter kan nu bara ses i ögonvrån. Solen tittar fram genom de ljusare moln som åskan lämnat efter sig och fåglarna utanför sjunger igen.
Men spänningen i luften sitter ännu kvar.

tisdag 27 januari 2009

Wouldna see

You wouldna see, wouldna see.
Wouldna see what I see in thy face.
I ken thy face is as gentle
as thy soule.
I ken thy soule is as pure
as thy eyes.
I ken, I ken thy gentleness,
was made, was made, for me.

Kommer från Grimoars Beadrech, vad nu det kan vara. Hittade på internet iaf.

onsdag 21 januari 2009

Jag tar inget ansvar för det här

Framtidens främsta diktare, lika ung som hon är skön och med ett klingande rent skratt och allt det där presenterar genom min blogg hennes främsta (och enda) verk. Njut!
*trumvirvel*

Dikten av Elin
Det var en äng med många rosor
där sprang Angelica i trosor.
Plötsligt såg hon en kontur,
det var en brunstig tjur.

Ifall det är någon som undrar efter slutet på dikten: Det finns inget. Jag lyckades stoppa henne innan hon hittade på något ännu mer perverst.

onsdag 10 december 2008

Choices

If there would be a choice, would I chose?
Or would I stand still, undetermined?
Would I fail to make my choice
because of too many options?
Would I make a choice
and still not make it, my own?



torsdag 13 november 2008

Storm


It came as lightning. A flame in the sky.

It came too fast, too eager.
Why didn't I notice it was on it's way?
Why didn't I see the storm?

It came and went. Too fast and to eager.
The storm that swept it away.
Why do I grief over something that's lost?
Why do I still remember?

måndag 20 oktober 2008

A Diary

I brist på inspiration att skriva något roligt kommer här en novell jag skrivit. Egentligen är det en skoluppgift, vi skulle skriva i dagboksform liknande Bridget Jones Dagbok och inkludera delen varje dag där hon räknar upp saker (hur mycket hon väger, vad hon ätit m.m). Det var ganska roligt att skriva så annorlunda mot vad jag annars brukar göra.

Tuesday 23rd of November
Relatives spoken to: 4. Disasters: 1. Number of curses screamed: 0 (Honestly). Number of curses said to poor pillow: 523 (at least). Number of times thinking about killing someone: 7 (hundred).

I am so pissed off I’m going to rip someone’s head off and stuff it in his or her ass. I can’t understand how those bloody annoying adult #¤-% Always manage to mess things up. This year we’re going to have the lousiest Christmas ever. Ever, ever, ever. I’m going to call my boyfriend. He always knows how to calm me down when I get like this. I just needed to curse a bit first, I don’t want him to misunderstand if I scream and shout nasty things.

3 minutes later

He doesn’t answer. Grr.. I guess I have to write instead to get it all out of my head. Here it is, from the beginning…

Everyone says their family is the oddest ever but when they do that I just laugh at them. They haven’t met my family.
I have, at the moment, two dads, three mums, three brothers and four sisters. Doesn’t sound too bad, does it? I also happen to have six uncles, two aunts and I don’t feel like counting my cousins.
It’s actually pretty fun having such a big family. There’s always someone on your side no matter what and our Christmases.. Our Christmases are almost like Disneyland. We rent a big cottage for all of us to stay in (No one wants to release the whole gang in their house!) and the chores are shared, which means fewer chores even if we are many.
Anyway, I don’t feel like writing of all the fun now, since it seems we won’t be celebrating Christmas together. My bio-mum Selina called and said that she and my bio-dads new girlfriend Dannie had a fight so she and Daddy-David aren’t coming for Christmas. They’re taking Savannah and Reece to Alaska (who wants to go there anyway?) and she asked if I wanted to come. I couldn’t answer, of course. I’d need to speak to bio-dad and Dannie, and probably to mum-who-raised me Sapphire and her Joe too. Gosh.
And I couldn’t say as much to her either, she sounded very annoyed with Dannie so telling her I needed to talk to Dannie first would be a bad idea.
So I went to talk with bio-dad, but unfortunately for me Dannie was there to. I had to tell her too.
Then she did something I would have believed of bio-mum Selina, or ever from mum-who-raised-me, but never of her. She started crying.
I didn’t know what to do, so I left to dad to try and sheer her up.
I was on my way to my room to curse alone when the phone rang. It was daddy-Joe (mum-who-raised-me’s-other-half). They’d heard that bio-mum wouldn’t come so he wondered if I would come to their place for Christmas. When I said that I couldn’t decide anything yet he became very hurt. I heard it even though he tried to hide it behind a cheery voice. He’s just no good at theatre, my Joe.
His disappointment made me feel really bad. I love all my dads but Joe’s a special place in my heart. He understands me in a way bio-dad can’t and daddy-David won’t even try.
I really hope Noel (boyfriend) is gonna call soon. I really need him right now.

Friday 24th of November
Number of times thinking about killing someone: A couple. Ice-creams eaten: ½. Number of great boyfriends: 1. Curses: None (I am great!). Number of relatives spoken to: None (saying good morning doesn’t count).

He didn’t call me last night. I was a bit disappointed but Luck talked to me in school and I found out that Reece (friend Reece, not half sister Reece) had pushed him so he fell in the fountain at the mall so his phone broke. Not so strange that he didn’t call me back, he didn’t even know I’d called.
Anyway, I didn’t tell him. It felt kinda wrong to heave the whole story over to him, now that I wasn’t exploding by it anymore. I didn’t realize how wonderful and fabulous he is.
As soon as school stopped he dragged me over to the supermarket and bought a packet Ben & Jerry’s Cookie Dough (My favorite!). Then he dragged me over to his place, pushed me down on his sofa, gave me a spoon and said, “What?”
“Uh?” was my confused answer.
Then he gave me a come-on-I’m-not-stupid-gaze and I started my story. While I did, he took a spoon for himself and shared the ice-cream with me (Isn’t it nice with a guy who doesn’t think it’s too feminine to eat ice-cream out of the box?). He nodded and sighed on all the right places and when I was done he hugged me and said, “Quite a soup you’ve got, isn’t it?” Oh boy, can he make me laugh at all times!
He says he’s going to help me too. We’re going to talk to all of my parents and straighten it out. How could I choose between them? Joe’s disappointed tone still makes me feel bad.
I wonder if I’ll end up with Noel and his parents on Christmas Eve instead. At least I don’t have to choose that way.
Back to what happened. I sneaked my way through my house to get some stuff and put a note on the kitchen door that said I was going to sleep over at Noels place. Noel had said that I probably needed some time to calm down before I met any of my parents. That worked out to a very good idea ‘cause I fired up again the second I went into the house and saw the phone. Not like I wanted to stuff somebody’s ass again, but curse them with voodoo dolls would’ve worked fine.
But instead of cursing dolls I’m lying on Noels bed and writing my diary while he’s chatting over the computer. As soon as I’m finished (which means now), we’re going to curl down on his bed and watch a movie. Noel’s so nice to me and it doesn’t hurt that he’s got a telly on his room either.
That sounded a bit materialistic. I didn’t mean it that way. I love him because of his everything, especially his shoulders and his abs.
That didn’t sound too good either? But it’ll make do. I don’t have time to count up everything I love about him. I just love him.

Saturday 25th of November
Number of times thinking about killing someone: None (god, Aint I great??) Kisses given: 2. Happy screams: 3. Happy screaming in poor pillow: 264.

Problem is solved! I have the most wonderful boyfriend ever ever ever. Ever! He walked with me home and then he talked to bio-dad when I was in another room (did I know he and bio-dad got along pretty nice?). Anyway, they were talking pretty excitedly when I came into the room and when I found out what Noel did I didn’t even think. I just kissed him.
In front of bio-dad.
I don’t think I’m going to do that again. Not that Noel minded, but poor dad got all tomato red and embarrassed. He tried to pretend as if nothing happened and looked out the window. So I gave him a kiss on the cheek just because he’s so cute sometimes.
Dad told us not to worry, that he would speak to everyone and look if they could straighten things up. I went to the mall with Noel to meet some friends and when I came back he had made it! We are going spend our Christmas same as before. I’m so happy. Life is wonderful.

Ps) I’m gonna get something really good to give Noel for Christmas.

torsdag 31 juli 2008

Something


I know I am looking for that something,
that something that always slips away.
A something unbelievable, unattainable, indescribable.

A something that is out there somewhere.

fredag 20 juni 2008

Sorry...

Förlåt Line och alla andra (?), men jag kunde inte låta bli...
"Men strunt är strunt och snus är snus
om ock i gyllne dosor
och FRA-lagen är ett skitförslag
om än insvept i rosor."
Kommer härifrån

Ps) Uppar för Camilla Lindgren, tänk att det fanns en person med samvete i skithögen som kallas riksdag!

tisdag 17 juni 2008

Do you know?


Do you know what is hidden behind the curtain?
The curtain from wich none has returned.
Have you seen it slightly open
to show you just a peek?
Just a tiny little peek of unknown.
To make you wonder what is behind,
to make you tremble and fear.
To make you brave enough to live
the life we hold so dear.

söndag 18 maj 2008

Vi jobbar grammatik på svenskan...

Singularis tredje person
maskulinum nominativ
mötte en flicka på djurgårdsbron
en kväll i sitt unga liv.
Flickan brast ut i en interjektion
en imperativ och ett possessiv,
så att maskulinum tredje person
böjdes till genitiv.
Därpå grep de en kopulativ konjunktion
och vandrade dädan som man och viv,
två superlativt reciproka hjon
i presens indikativ.
Alf Henriksson

Svensk grammatik var det ja, något som jag verkligen är urdålig på! Det är inte klokt att jag kan ha mvg trots att jag är så dålig på ordklasserna. Mitt mvg beror förmodligen på mina noveller och att jag till sist brukar lära mig ordklasserna, bara för att glömma dem igen efter några veckor. Men nu har jag bestämt mig för att jag ska komma ihåg dem. Frågan är bara hur...
Du som också skriver noveller/romaner, är du bra på ordklasserna?

torsdag 21 februari 2008

Gentle Breeze...

A wanderer is wandering along a curvy path,
he just walks and walks and never stops.
He is scared if he stops, he'll never walk again,
for he is tired, very tired he is.

But what if he stayed if only for a minute,
to sit in the soft, green grass?
To smell the flowers, to feel the gentle breeze,
to hear the twittering birds.

Can't that give som strength to a wanderer,
give some lighness to his heart?
You can never know, 'cause he'll never stop,
he's to scared to stop walking, you know.

fredag 1 februari 2008

Det är inte lätt att leva, men vad fan ska man göra?

No matter where you turn there will be someone who hates you.
Someone who's jealous and someone who disdains you.
No matter where you turn they will be there to guard your very step.
Anxious to find faults in you. To make you feel small.
Guard your heart, weary traveler. Do not let these people in.
Don't let them rip and hurt, slaught and throw away.
Guard your heart, weary traveler. Let only hope and love step in.

söndag 20 januari 2008

Självömkan, hette det visst?

Självömkan. Hur ömkligt är inte det egentligen? Att vara ledsen och svära åt hur jävligt man själv har det. Vad gör det för nytta?
Ingen alls egentligen. Så varför är man sådan? Jag mår inte det minsta bra i den situation jag är nu. Skolan är ju som den är och hemma umgås jag typ bara med div. kreativa projekt och min dator och kompisar OOL, eftersom jag inget annat har att göra. HUR gör man sig av med fördomar? Genom att agera drastiskt emot dem, så klart. Men jag kan ju inte sabba skolan bara därför. Så då är vi tillbaka i början igen.

It's in the darkest of hours you see the stars
guiding weary travelers.
Showing the way that none can see
unless looking at the endless sky.
Giving faith and hope for those who seek
to conquer the misty darkness.
Lighten the dark so that you may follow
the path of weary travelers.

söndag 23 december 2007

Have you forgotten?


Have you forgotten?
Forgotten the sound of leaves rustling in the wind,
for the sounds of distant cars?
Forgotten the swiftly falling rain
for their rattling when landing on your roof?
Forgotten the sound of childrens laughter,
for the silence of those who do not laugh?

onsdag 24 oktober 2007

Identitet..

"Identitet,
det är när du vet,
vem du är och hur du blev sån.
Men det är få
som ens kan förstå
att varenda en faktiskt e nån."

lördag 4 augusti 2007

SKRIVRAPPORT: Stockholm

Som befarat är skrivtillfällena få och inspirationen ligger på noll, vilket kan bero på tv:ns oljud och de tre dussin ungar (okej då, fyra är de, men de låter som tre dussin) som springer omkring. Eller så kan det bero på att jag har mensvärk samtidigt som jag tycks dras som en fluga till allt som är sött, och därför överger dataskärmen hela tiden.
Trots det har jag lyckats få ihop hela två (!) sidor. Jippi!
Fast sedan borde jag inte glömma att jag ligger 12 sidor back. Suck.

Time is against you.
When you have time, you don't need it.
And when you do, it keeps running away.